This is my life, love it or hate it. It's mine!

This weekend was a busy weekend. It was a fun weekend but I am more than sleepy today. 5:45 came to early and the alarm was not my best friend! I went to Memphis, shocking right, Thursday day. That night Brenna came over to watch SYTYCD, only my most favoritest show ever!Anyways, it was a blast. Friday came and James called and said they were going to a sprinkler park with Elle so me and Callie decided to meet up with them there. From there we went lunch at Panera Bread, another of my most favoritest things but not on the same most favorite as SYTYCD. We then went and saw Up in 3-D. Elle wasn't that great even though we got her popcorn so they ended up leaving early. I love the crazy 3-D glasses. I think they are hot.
After me and Cal went to the mall to get out skirts and shirts for Charity's wedding. We barely made it back to Renee's before the storms hit. When I looked outside, it was literally like a hurricane, the sirens were going off, etc. I went about my life and got ready to go to building cleaning.

While on my way to the church I got the text saying it was cancelled. I was literally like 3 minutes away. So I called Allison and she was hungry so we went to Panera Bread for dinner. Yep that's twice in one day for me. Right after we ordered she remember that she carpooled with Allison Smith to school this morning and had left her there. We got our food to go and went back to the college, they are both in optometry school. Anyways, we were all going to Brenna's for a sleepover. We went to the store and bought some yummy snacks. I told them we should not get that chocolate cake that had 10 zillion calories but I guess there's a rule if it's eaten with girlfriends it's basically calorie free?!?! While at the sleep over we played MASH. You know, Mansion, Apartment, Shack, House. That's right, it's one of my favorite things. I totally instigated this one. So here I am, holding my future all written out perfectly on a sheet of notebook paper.

We then ate our chocolate cake with vanilla icecream, chocolate syrup and raspberries. And had a good time teasing each other about our futures as told by MASH. The worse part of my future is that I was only going to have one kid. The way we play is you get your choice on all your options but one. So when it came to kids I said, 5 and 7 and they chose 1 as my bad option. Most everyone else chose 1-4 kids as their answers and the bad option was 7, 17, high numbers. Funny how mine was reversed. I really like kids and look forward to having me some.

We then played Clue. It is such a fun game! I had one completely figured out and was in a race to get to the room but was beat! Sad huh? Oh well, I've learned to play games just to have fun now. It's not all about winning, though winning is definately a good thing!

After the sleepover I went shopping with Allison Smith! It was lots of fun. I almost always get completely ready before going out but nope, I went showerless, no makeup and bad hair. It turned out great because the mall didn't have airconditioning because of the storms. I picked her out some fabulous clothing options! By the time we were done I had to run to the movie theater and pick up our tickets for that night and by this time it was getting kinda late. I called Allison Hoffman and asked if I could just shower and get ready there. So that's what I did! Ben's electricity was still out from the storms so he had Dave bring over all his food and we cooked it up at Allison's. It was pretty good.

We then went and saw The Proposal. It was soooo good. My friends Kristin and Chrystal, who I use to work with at Le Bonheur, came to Memphis. After we went to dinner, not me I was still way too full from before, and then we headed to James' to sleep. That's right, I had 2 sleepovers in a row. Maybe a bit excessive.

I spoke in church Sunday on a Woman's perspective of the priesthood. I had my own little fan club, my dad, Renee, James, Ginny, Aubree, Will, Callie, Kristin and Chrystal. It's so nice to have such great friends and family.

*!*!*!*! As a side note, I've been thinking how I feel as if I don't have very much control over my life at this time, I don't get to choose if I loose my job, I didn't get to choose for Ben to break up with me, I just haven't felt very in control of anything. Guess what, maybe I'm not suppose to be in control. Maybe I need to let it go and let my Heavenly Father guide me. It's hard not knowing what the future holds but I can have the faith to follow.

*?*?*?* And I got my wii back yesterday. I guess I don't see what the big deal was in him keeping it at his apartment. The only thing that bothered me was he never invited me over to play and I thought he was inviting others over, so yea. I actually felt bad getting it back. But everyone kept saying you have to get it back. You don't want to be one of those girls. But what if I really am one of those girls. And what's wrong with those girls. I still care for him and blah blah blah. I am weak sauce, very weak! Anyways, I bought Wii active so I will see if I'll do it. If not I guess the Wii will go back in storage. Sad!