All I can say is sometimes distractions in life are awesome. And they come right when you need them. And they can be offly fun. Like real fun. And they can be a rush at times but sometimes they lead to trouble. Not bad trouble but trouble non-the-less. Then you start to wonder if the distraction is better or worse for you than what you need to be distracted from. But you keep up with the distraction and you keep letting it be fun because it's not hurting anyone.
I know this probably doesn't make sense to anyone. And the distraction is nothing that would be considered a sin. Maybe we aren't suppose to have distractions because then we don't deal with the issue. But I am so enjoying my distraction, I just need to focus, and remember it is just a distraction.
Is anyone else confused about what I just wrote? Some people think I'm secretive and this may make me seem that I am but I'm not. Everyone knows I like to write out my thoughts. I know I post a lot but you should see all the unposted post. And seriously, so many of my post prove I'm not secretive, I put real emotion out on the internet for anyone to read.
A life update, things are great. I am enjoying living my life. Lindz, I read on my last post your comment, "I know you have been waiting a long time but it will be worth it when you find your true companion." I'm not worried at all. Because right now like I said previously I am doing exactly what I am suppose to be doing. This is where I am suppose to be in life. And I am happy. And it feels good to be happy.
Back to my life update, this week has been a lot of fun, and it's only Wednesday morning. Monday night I went to FHE in Memphis then went to Buffalo Wild Wings with a group of guys. Last night I went to a Redbirds Game in Memphis with a group of friends and went to Hooters afterwards. What is it with men and eating wings, that was 2 nights in a row. Tonight, we were planning to watch the soccer game, at Buffalo Wild Wings, and go to the temple but I am way to tired. So I'm taking the night off and spending some time with my momma. I'll go to the temple this weekend. I'm glad to be blessed with lots of friends. The branch is great. I definitely have favorite people there but I like them all.
Oh another thought I just had, literally just had while typing this I got distracted, is how often do we pass up something that is great thinking even better will come later. And is great good enough or is it just good enough as a distraction/filler until better comes. And can even better come when you are busy being content with great. And I'm not talking about relationships, because I am very done with them for a while. I am taking a dating hiatus. That's the reason I can hang with the guys so easily. I'm not trying to impress any of them so it's super fun and always chill/relaxed.
Okay, I'm sorry for the long, confusing, probably boring post. Todays my last day at work and since I generally blog at work you can all have a break from me for a while.
3 comments:
sounds like T-R-O-U-B-L-E, but I like it. you need some fun and distraction! its finally summertime, so enjoy it.
That was a little confusing!! But I am glad that your are enjoying your Summer.
Sometimes distractions can be a nice little relief from the overarching troubles in life. IMO, it's all innocent enough...there's nothing wrong with having some fun! :) Tuesday was good times...thanks for holding onto my ticket for me til I got there!
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