Slipping

I feel like I am slipping.....in a lot of areas in my life. I am having a hard time gripping on to anything. It's like I am trying to make it up this mountain and I can't find my footing. It's neither happy or sad. I'm just me.
I am slipping with my job. I am not as alert or keen as I use to be. I am slacking in so many areas here. I waste time, I am not all that productive. And this is not good. I need to be a better employee. I get the job done but not always with the enthusiasm it deserves.
I am slipping with my scripture study. I am trying to get better at this again! I sometimes lie in my bed knowing I should read my scriptures but then decide not to for no reason at all. I have the time. I just opt out. This is ending now, I hope.
I am slacking when it comes to wanting to look good. I am usually very aware of my weight. I still am! But even with that being said I am aware but lack the motivation to change it. I figure what's the point. I need to start exercising more and eating less.
I'm not as good of a friend as I should be. Or sister or daughter. I can be selfish and I don't like this. I let small things bother me. I get frustrated easily.
Anyways, I guess it's interesting, this thing we call life. We are always learning, always progressing, always working on something. I'm sure it will never be easy, but it's nice when those moments of relief come. I guess I'm partially glad for the blah times because they make the good times so much sweeter. Guess I'll keep climbing this mountain. I know what's at the top, and I hear the view is beautiful.