Yes, I am posting...again

Do you ever feel like blogging but don't really know what to say. That's me right now. I have a lot of random thoughts flying through my little head but I don't know how to get them out. So here goes some rambling. So ignore it if you must/want.

1) Yesterday at church the sweetest old lady who I absolutely love saw me and got the biggest smile. She came and gave me a huge hug and said how much she misses my sweet smile. I said thank you and then she asked me how my other half was. I was confused for a minute then I realized she thought I was my baby sister. I told her I didn't have an other half. She didn't hear me, old age, so I ended up in a very loud voice saying I was not married while waving my left hand in the air. It was beautiful.

2) Lindz came into town and I was able to hang out with her yesterday. I loved it. Charlie is so precious and I love holding him. I think I might be his favorite non blood family person. Yea, that's right, that kid loves me.

3) The branch made a branch directory and I did what I never thought I would do, I went through and made stats. Here they are:
Break down by Sex:
16 (35%) Guys
30 (65%) Girls

Guys:
Return Missionaries: 13 (81%­)
Guys I’ve already been on dates with: 2 (12.5%)
Guys who are currently in a relationship: 4 (25%)
Over 24 not in a relationship and I have not already dated: 4 (25%)
Guys I would say yes to if asked on a date all ages, all relationship statuses that I would have a decent if not good time with: 5 (31%)
Of the above mentioned guys that are actually not in a relationship and over the age of 24: 2 (12.5%) Guess I know who I should start hanging around. Ugh, this is not the fun part. But at least I narrowed it down.

Girls:
That I find dateable (cute (this is by my standards and I’m kinda strict), good personality, fun, smart, worthy and not in a relationship) all ages, because we know you guys don’t care: 10 (33%)
Same as above older than 24: 5 (17%)
Not based on looks, girls worth taking out that are not in a relationship all ages: 21 (70%)
Based solely on looks and not in a relationship: 6 (20%)

And yes I laughed while doing this. I found it quite enjoyable! I will not be letting these numbers fly around open out there. My blog is private now. So if you are a member of the branch and one of the few I invited to read this, lets just keep this quite. Because really, who needs to know that I get this bored.

4) I know who I want to date but can't figure out how to accomplish it. Why does it have to be difficult. Maybe I should just spit the words out of my mouth. Is that too forward? And am I ballsy enough to actually do it? I remember a blog I wrote from May 31st saying I was going to have a fearless heart, maybe I'll do just that.