Yep, I can do that because I am a woman and it's just who I am. I said I had a crush but I take it back. I don't. I thought I did but after really thinking about it I know that I would never really want to date him even if I really do enjoy being his friend.
You would think that after 28 years of life I would have at least something figured out, I'm not so sure that I do. I was chatting with a friend last night and we were talking about relationships, surprise surprise. They told me that I thought I was too good for the guys in the branch, clearly not true, but at the same time I half agreed with them and they mentioned that maybe I don't really know what I want. But on my way home I had way too much time to think about this. And this is what I figured out, I do know exactly what I want! I just don't know if what I want will ever want me. So it's easier to say that I am not interested in people than it is to have them just not be interested in me.
And I've dated a lot of different types of guys looks wise and personality wise. And I get along with most very well. Looks are not that important to me. Obviously I can't be repulsed when I look at them but they don't have to be hot. It's strange the way I fit with so many different types.
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