Guess I'm having a bit of insomnia and I really should go work it out or something instead of writing this. But writing is therapeutic for me.
I've been feeling a bit blah lately and I'm not really sure I know what the problem is. I kinda know what the problem is but I am just a little confused right now. Are you ever really happy for other people but at the same time sad for yourself.
This past weekend I went with my good friend Julie to Missouri to celebrate her grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. That is a big accomplishment and while I saw them out there dancing I was really happy, like I wanted to cry because it was so cute but then I started thinking about my own happy ever after.
I've been listening to a lot of music lately which I always find very therapeutic. Some of my favorites are actually the songs here on my blog. I guess music truly can help heal a person. I don't know what I'm trying to say. I've had a lot on my mind recently. I feel like I've lost a great friend recently and it has me a bit sad. And I'm not even sure why we aren't really friends. I guess we all get to choose in life who we are friends with and I guess you both have to choose to be friends with each other. Oh well, I know I should say, their loss but it's a loss for both of us.
I have a lot more I can say but since I am feeling like I have no filter right now I should stop. I'll write something sensible next week when I get back to my office. I think that is a good idea. I should try to get some sleep since I have to wake up early tomorrow. Oh the joys!
4 comments:
I love you Sandra. I choose to be your BFF friend, always. Can't wait to see you tomorrow, I'm getting jealous of Nashville.
I hate feeling BLAH! You would be so proud of me I have walked ever morning since school starts!!! The hardest part is geting up but since i have to get Seth out the door I do. It's nice to have the time to myself and have Michael get the girls breakfast. i only get to walk for about 45 minutes because have to get back for Michael to get to work. I am trying to make it as challenging as i can so that it is an actually work out. Anyway, sorry for the book report. MISS YOU!!
I know what you're feeling. I've been indulging in some crappy tv (90210) and some really good tv (you should watch Glee, its hilarious!)Since I haven't watched tv in a while, its a good distraction. Blah is what I'm feeling too, but I guess I'm ok with that. Its better than feeling angry and hurt, I really don't like those feelings at all. I'm also trying to focus on career advancement opportunities, that's a productive distraction! We can be blah together!I know that we won't always be in the same boat, but we can enjoy it while it lasts!
Blah days are no fun. I hope it doesn't keep you down for too long.
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