Why love if loosing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone. -
CS Lewis
So, I've been on a few dates in the past month and they have been good. These guys have been really good guys. Lots of fun, good kissers (just kidding, I thought it was funny. But I'm seriously kidding. I'm not that girl.), they are smart, we will just say that they are just good guys.
So as I've went out with them I wonder how am I suppose to know what I want in life. I thought I've known in the past what I've wanted but now I'm not so sure. You see all these guys have been very different from each other yet all great people.
I don't like not knowing what I want. It confuses me. One minute I may really like a quality and the next minute it's getting on my nerves. Does this make sense to anyone. I'm babbling right now. I'm going to blame it on it being close to 2am.
In my life I go through these stages where I want to get married and then I don't. So does that mean I'm not ready to be married? I'm having A LOT of fun playing. But how long can I play.
Yea, these are my thoughts tonight. I've decided not to write about any of the dates specifically. Yall don't really care about that. But I'll keep you all well informed.
And one last thing, I was talking to a friend and we decided I know how to get the guy to ask me out but I don't know how to make them stick around. What's up with that? I'm not demanding, i'm pretty easygoing, I'm not needy, I thought I was playing it right. But maybe men really do want needy, demanding, bimbos. I'm just saying.
6 comments:
Boys are weird and impossible to understand. I think it is harder to understand ourselves though.
You just need ONE boy to stick around, otherwise you're just wasting your time...right??
And I guess one day when the "right" guy comes along (whatever that means) then we'll want to stop playing...right?
I don't know any answers to these questions. I'm still amazed that Don keeps asking me out. And maybe he's still amazed that I keep saying yes.
Needless to say, nobody knows anything until "it" happens to them.
Still waiting for "it"........
I know what you mean...I always said that I made a really good first impression and then it went downhill from there. I'm telling ya...when it's the right guy it won't be drama, angst or decision, it will just flow. Mark my words, you just haven't met him yet!
Ha...I dont think I will ever figure boys out. I dont know if it is in the cards for us girls to resolve that one. You are keeping your head in the game and that is good though! San, you got this girl...Im going to write a blog called "how san got her groove back." I love you, girl!
you gained how many pounds on that trip to Rexburg??? Did you forget about our thing? I'm gonna beat you down when i see you. And just think you were looking so hot. You better be a treadmill walking, mower riding, stair climbing little lady when i see you. HeHeHe.
The dating game. I am glad you are having fun and enjoying life. Funny, how we can love one thing in one person and in another person the same things drives us batty. You hit it on the nail.
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