My Biggest Stress

So, I have a bit more time on my hands lately than I'm use to. It takes me a lot longer to accomplish things but I still have more free time. In my free time I often day dream on the future. I think about this sweet baby I have the chance to be a mother to. I think of Brent and I vacationing together. I think of all the future Christmases we will enjoy together. I think of all our other children. There are these grand thoughts and dreams of our future. I think of sending our sons on missions, of our daughters going off the college, traveling, and possibly marrying. I think of the first day of kindergarten and high school graduation. Then we are visiting our first grandchild. Holding that dear sweet baby remember the day we brought his dad home from the hospital.
Like I said, I daydream a lot. And I'm sure these lovely hormones play a part in it all as well. But in my day dreams I never know where we will live when we are done with school. I assume it will be either Jackson, Tn or Hughson, Ca but I'm just not sure. We love being near family and it's a lot of fun having the kids around. I want my children to grow up around their grandparents. I want them to know their aunts and uncles. And I know it's not something to stress out about now. We have 2 more years of schooling but it's still something to consider. I hate hate hate that no matter where we choose to live, it won't be near both families. This is the only downside to marrying Brent, he was from California. I guess it really shouldn't matter too much. I'm close to all my nieces and nephews and I don't live near all of them. I have always put a lot of effort into it. I try to go visit them. And when I am with them I try to make it special.
I'm sure it's ridiculous to stress over something so silly. Life always works out but it'd be nice to just know. Brent says he doesn't want to live in California but it makes me sad since that is where his family is. He says we'll probably just stay in Tn since this is where we met. It'd be easier if I knew this is where all my siblings would live too. Anyways, this is just silly nonsense. But like I said, this is the one thing I cry about the most. I'm ridiculous, don't judge!