Sunday, January 2, 2011

My perfect day wasn't perfect for everyone

I admit my wedding week was pure madness, from meeting the in laws for the first time, to being sick, and of course all the other little things that happen. Last night I was talking to one of my best friends ever. And we got on the subject of my wedding day and she said that she honestly didn't enjoy my wedding. I was pretty sad about this. She felt as if I was entirely selfish on that day.
I was peeved the day before. I had imagined most of my life that the day before my wedding I would spend with my best friends. And I did get to spend that night with them. I'm kinda a weirdo about lateness, it's one of my biggest pet peeves but I usually let it go and don't say anything. This day I didn't and I guess I should have. I was extremely grateful that they were able to come to be with me on that day.
The morning of the wedding my dear sisters, whom I love so so so much, were late getting there to do my hair. Again, with the lateness and I didn't let it go.
So in the end I was perfectly content with my day. Things were great to me. I, as I have mentioned in previous blogs, was overwhelmed with love at my sealing. But while I was feeling this way, others were feeling that they had to "walk on egg shells" around me. It makes me sad that they can't say they enjoyed the most joyous day of my life. Believe it or not, I actually thought I did fairly decently compared to others I've been around.
And at my reception I was having so much fun. I kept looking for one of my best friends to get there that never arrived, she left early. And I wasn't upset she left early. I was upset she didn't tell me she left early and I had to find out at my reception. So, many may believe I was completely unreasonable, and some may not even care to be my friend after it all, but it wasn't anger as much was it was hurt. So anyways, to all of you who put so much work into making the sealing and reception so great thank you. To all of you who hated it, I'm sorry. If I had the money I would refund your ticket, but unfortunately, I don't have any spare money.
Love!

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