Just for Funsies

It's way better than finishing that report that is actually due!
Ten things I wish I could say to 10 different people (This is hard because I usually say what I want to at the time. And these are all for different people, there are no doubles, though some may be applicable for several.)
10. Really?!?!?!?! I still don't understand. But okay!
9. You are the last person I want to talk to about this. I still feel the same way so stop acting like it never happen.
8. Let's pretend like we are not grown-ups, move far away, work mediocre jobs and pretend that we are teenagers. Yes, this is a good idea.
7. I want to but can't, I am suppose to be here in TN for whatever reason. But I'd rather be there with you.
6. I want you to be happy but I want me to be happy more. Yes this is selfish and the reason its never been said out loud. But, you do deserve the best in life and I know you will get it.
5. If you would stop thinking of yourself and how you feel, you might understand how others feel. The universe does not revolve around you.
4. Why make your own mistakes if you can learn from others. Seriously, learn from everyone elses and stop being a screw up.
3. Please stay in my past. I'm glad that you think I'm cool enough to keep in touch with but you were meant to stay years ago. I don't want your emails, etc.
2. How can you say you understand if you have never been in the same circumstances.
1. Stop complaining that your so busy with your children or that they are driving you crazy. You are so blessed to have them. You should love being a mother. Yes it's hard, but you get to do it. You have that choice. And if you do want to complain, please don't call me. Because it just aggitates me. And especially don't say that I'm so lucky because all I have to do is go to work each day. You've never been here so stop!

Nine things about myself
9. I am going to be 28 in less than 60 days. I usually love birthdays but I'm not excited about this one. I will be spending it Utah/Idaho. I'm sure I will be with the Mendez's and Mike, Amy, their family, Becky and Charity.
8. I have 10 books stacked on my bed side table waiting for me to read them. I have no idea where my time goes but I need to get started on these books. I am trying to finish 2 up before I start any others.
7. I never thought I would live back in TN yet this was where I was suppose to come. Strange how that happens. I'm pretty sure I will not live here for the rest of my life. Who knows where I'll end up. Hopefully somewhere not so humid.
6. I consider my family among the most important things to me. They are my favorite people ever. Just chilling with them makes me happy. But at the same time, I feel even when/if we live far apart we will still be close. Hello, telephones, airplanes, etc.
5. I love peanut butter. It's one of my favorite things to eat. Not crunchy but creamy peanut butter goodness. I like it in my candy, on my pancakes, with jam, with honey and straight off the spoon. Even though I have this extreme love for it, I don't eat it that often. So when I do, it's even better.
4. I want to be able to travel but I'm too scared to go alone. There are so many places that I want to go and see. I wonder if I will ever really go. And strangely enough, if I never do get to, I will be okay. It's one of those things. You really want to but if you can't you'll survive.
3. Most guys I have dated or that I have been attracted to are musically inclined. When I was probably around 17 I said that I wanted to marry a guy who played the piano. I'm still unsure why that is so attractive to me but it is. Sadly, I am not musically inclined.
2. When I was 21 I really wanted to serve a mission but it wasn't right. Sometimes when life gets overwhelming, I still consider it. Then I remind myself that it would not take away any of the overwhelmingness and that would be the wrong reason to serve anyways.
1. I believe that no matter how tough life is, we have to continue to smile and be happy. It is called the plan of Happiness for a reason. And yes, it's tough to smile sometimes, but we will be better people because of it. So when life is really throwing it's curve balls, I try to stay busy, smile, and just be happy. I fail at this sometimes but the point is I'm trying.

Eight ways to win my heart
8. Get along with my family
7. Smile
6. Play the piano
5. Be a worthy priesthood holder
4. Be nice to everyone, but still treat me special
3. Be Honest
2. Be Incredibly smart and witty
1. Be Ambitious

Seven things that cross my mind a lot
7. Why does life have to be so hard
6. Why do things not work out
5. What will I be doing in the future
4. Will I get married
3. What can I do to be a better person
2. Just keep smiling!
1. Life works out the way it's suppose to as long as I am doing my part

Six things I do before I fall asleep
6. Brush my teeth
5. Shower
4. Read
3. Pray
2. Check my cell phone
1. Toss and turn

Five people who mean a lot
5. My ENTIRE Family
4. All my childhood friends who I am still friends with (Lindsay, Candice, Laura, etc)
3. My friends here in the Jackson Ward
2. The people in my Branch, some more than others!
1. The people in my past who have made me who I am today

Four things you are wearing right now
4. Scrub bottoms
3. A T-shirt
2. Tennis Shoes
1. Ponytail

Three songs you listen to often
3. You're Gone- Ashley Arrison
2. Anyways- Martina McBride
1. Someday you will be Loved- Death Cab for Cuties

Two things you want to do before you die
2. Get married in the Temple
1. Have children. I want at least 3 but preferably 5.

One confession
1. I have no secrets of my own, but I am filled with other peoples! No worries, I don't like to tell.