Well here is my new hair. I didn't have too much time to do it this morning but whatever.On another note, I've been really stressed lately and I'm not really sure why. Do you ever have those days, weeks, months? I am trying to figure out life and I'm not doing very good at it. I hate not knowing what the future holds. I'm a planner and the unknown is hard to plan for.
Work is going really good for me. I really like my job. There are definitely things I don't like about it but I love the purpose of it. I loving knowing that I might be able to help children be healthier. It's hard to get teachers to realize that children must be healthy to learn and must learn to be healthy but I'm working on it. The school I work for is one of the best I've been in. I would let me kids come here!
When I came back to TN I never really thought I would plan on staying but now that my brothers and sisters are all coming back here it makes it way harder to leave. I'm going to love being around my nieces and nephews. It is by far my favorite thing to do. They are so fun and so loving. They are all so untainted and are capable of loving purely unlike most adults. As adults we start thinking about all the other factors and it can taint our view of people. Kids, I love them. If I ever get married I plan on having a lot of them. I can't think of a greater thing than being a mother. But that's the future. I'm in the here and now. This may be the reason I have a hard time listening to people complain about their kids. All I can think of is that you should be grateful you have them. I know they can be pains at some points but so can we.
Anyways, this is another rambling. Oh as for the branch librarian I think that I will go every Sunday with my hair down but as soon as I go into the library I am going to pull my hair back really tight, put on some glasses, and wear a cardigan. But then when I go to class I will switch back. It'll be a good time.
7 comments:
you're so lucky to be able to change your hair color and still look good! And yes, dating is overrated. But are you taking a conscious mental break because guys aren't asking you out? OR are you taking a physical break and would say "no" if asked out? We all want a break from dating, until a really cute guy comes along!And sometimes they come when you least expect them.
Hey, don't knock librarians! I am a librarian and i think i am pretty hot! haha
I love that picture of you. It is a really good picture. I think it would be great pull up your hair back for library.
Yeah, I definitely have stressful weeks/months. But I think that life is all meant to be some kind of crazy rollercoaster and our job is to hang on or even put our hands up with excitement (if we're really daring). So anyway, changes in hair always make life better. And I think you should put a sign on the door of the library that says "Shh, whisper please." :) How funny would that be!
I hate the unknown too...it is my biggest fear. It would be nice if we did know what the future held so we could plan for it but I don't think life would be as fulfilling in some aspects if we did. Love ya. Your hair is cute:)
I can relate to stress and the unknown right now. I love to plan and Michael loves to wing so you can imagine what that brings on. I really like the hair color and it is getting so long too.
There is a big difference between planning for something and being prepared for it. It's why the unknown doesn't scare me so much. I know I have the skills and wherewithal to handle whatever comes my way. What I don't have, I can get! And... There is just something exciting about life when it is full of surprises!
As for your hair, I didn't even recognize you on Sunday until I saw your face. I don't know if I like it better or not, but it does look good.
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