Thursday, September 23, 2010

WARNING: This is a little, maybe a lot, MUSHY

I am not a big fan of mushy. Maybe in movies but in real life it makes me cringe just a little bit. But here recently I have been that girl. The one one that thinks super mushy things and would actually enjoy saying them out loud. I won't, because most of the people I am around would either cringe (they are my friends) or they would make fun of me (they are my family).
But I will say, I love him. And each day, I love him more. And I miss him on the days I don't see him. And on the days I do, I hate having to leave at the end. I never wanted to be one of those girls who fell in love so fast but I did. And he is the right person for me. I don't believe in there just being one person out there for each of us but now that I have Brent, I couldn't imagine it being anyone else. I love thinking that we get to not only spend the rest of our lives together but we have eternity. And I'm sure at times there will be moments when I don't want to spend another minute with him but I know that there will be more good times than bad.
Brent is the calmest person I've ever met. He is a white personality with a lot of yellow. The yellow doesn't show until you get to know him but it's there. We have the same sense of humor, though I think I am funnier :). We laugh a lot! We have so much fun together. At times he thinks I am absolutely ridiculous, and I am! But he knows when I am being completely serious. And when I am being a little, or completely, irrational, he lets me finish before giving his opinion. He is so patient and kind. He's nothing like the man I had thought in my head was the man of my dreams but he's better. He is perfect for me. I truly look forward to every good and bad time we will have. Because there is no one else I want to experience all this with.
NOW, IF ONLY NOVEMBER WILL GET HERE SO I CAN MARRY THIS MAN! IT'S A GOOD THING HE IS PATIENT, BECAUSE I AM NOT!