I do not like it

I do not like all this wedding planning business. Mostly I find it overpriced and way too stressful. To be quite honest this is how I think it should work.....you should meet a nice man/woman....fall in love.....get engaged....then get married immediately. What is with all this waiting around business. I know some of you think the whole engagement part is fun. But I do not like it. I do not like it one tiny bit. Actually, I do like one part of it. I like that I get to wear a pretty dress. Not just any pretty dress but a dress that Candice is making just for me. Because if she wasn't making my dress I'm thinking I would be looking for someone's dress to borrow, wearing one of my sisters, or getting the $99 from David's bridal. For Candice to make it, it cost me the price of the plane ticket, and then $300 for supplies and materials. Well it might be more than that but for now that is all. She actually hasn't went and got the stuff yet.

But just for the stupid bra thingy to go under the dress was $70, good thing someone let me borrow their slip or that would have been another $100. I know how I want my hair done but I don't know who is going to do it yet. I'm just wearing flat shoes under my dress.

Yes, I know I am complaining. But all I can think about is wow, that cost a lot of money. And we don't even have any furniture. So that makes things a little crazy too. But at least I think we found a place to live. Though I will be commuting to and from work. And while I've did it in the past I am not looking forward to it all.

It's a good thing I love this boy because otherwise I think I would gladly stay single, FOREVER.