I have been trying to win a game I had already lost or was I disqualified!?!?!

I have been kinda stressed out lately and it's been over pretty trivial things. Boys being one! I have not been worried about boys since I was a teenager. But this summer that has all changed. I worry about them. I blame my sister Charity and my friend Candice. I talk to them and for some reason they make me like boys. This has upset my delicate balance of life. I'm much better at not worry about them because they are really stressful. But, it's too late, I'm hooked.
I recently like a guy who didn't like me back. It's crazy he didn't like me because I was a step up. He would have been the lucky one but he chose not to like me. The whole idea stressed me out. Maybe, it wasn't the fact that he didn't like me but that he chose not to like me instead of me not liking him. Does that make any sense at all. Anyways, I am almost completely over it. I'm trying to live life to the fullest. Trying to be my best self. Because all I can do is be my best self. So the quote below is incredibly true.

"As we grow up we learn that the one person who wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it gets harder every time. You’ll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You will fight with your best friend. You will blame a new love for things an old one did. You will cry because time is passing too fast. And you'll eventually lose someone you love. so take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt before: because every 60 seconds you spend upset is one minute of happiness you will never get back. "


One another note, James and Kara now live in Memphis. It's great having them so close to us. Especially because they have that cute little Elle that I love so much. She's a little naughty but I love it! I will be seeing them on weekends a lot. I had my church records transferred to the single's branch in Memphis so I'll be there on weekends. It's a great branch and there are some pretty great people in it. There are not really any boys but that's okay.

Anyways, just a quick update.

I was lucky to get to see most of my close friends this summer. Candice came to TN (I went to NYC not too long ago).

I was able to go to FL and visit Lindz, then I went to Seattle and saw both Laura and Loriann.